Dark Night

Dark Night
by St. John of the Cross

On a darkened night,
Anxious, by love inflamed,
– O happy chance! –
Unnoticed, I took flight,
My house at last at peace and quiet.

Safe, disguised by the night,
By the secret ladder I took flight,
– O happy chance! –
Cloaked by darkness, I scaled the height,
My house at last at peace and quiet.

On that blessed night,
In secret, and seen by none,
None in sight,
I saw with no other guide or light,
But the one burning in my heart bright.

This guide, this light,
Brighter than the midday sun,
Led me to the waiting One
I knew so well — my delight!
To a place with none in sight.

O night! O guide!
O night more loving than the dawn!
O night that joined
The lover with the Beloved;
Transformed, the lover into the Beloved drawn!

Upon my flowered breast,
For him alone kept fair,
There he slept
There I caressed,
There the cedars gave us air.

I drank the turret’s cool air
Spreading playfully his hair.
And his hand, so serene,
Cut my throat.
Drained of senses, I dropped unaware.

Lost to myself and yet remaining,
Inclined so only the Beloved I spy.
All has ceased, all rests,
Even my cares, even I;
Lost among the lilies, there I die.

Intimacy and worship

“The end we ought to propose to ourselves is to become, in this life, the most perfect worshippers of GOD we can possibly be, as we hope to be through all eternity.”  -Brother Lawrence

 

This, I think, is the key to intimacy with God.  Worship. 

Todd Bentley and the events happening down in Lakeland have generated a lot of controversy.  One of the craziest verses I’ve heard quoted against him–and I’ve heard this one a few times–is Matthew 7:22-23.

22Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’ 23Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’

This is not about doctrine, works, appearance (Oooohhh…big one there!), income, church acceptance, comfort, or even discernment.  It’s about intimacy.  (Which I don’t believe those who apply this verse to Todd have any right judge.  Leave that one to God.)

Christ didn’t pay the penalty for our sins so that we could believe all the right things, read our Bibles every day, go to church on Sunday, pay our tithes, sing nice songs about Him, talk about Him, and thank Him for the food on the table in front of us.  He died so we could have a restored relationship with God…He died for intimacy.

I thought I grew up with a relationship with God.  I’m realizing more and more now that I just grew up religious.  Stupid as this may sound (and I’m probably not alone here), it was only about a week and a half ago or so that I finally realized that the purpose of studying the Bible is to know God deeper.  For pretty well all of my life I have been studying it to know more about God, to make sure my theology is more “accurate” than last year, to know what to do in certain situations…and all of those are important.  But unfortunately on their own they leave you in a place of false security where you think you are right with God but you can suddenly find out that He says He never knew you.  You knew about Him, He knew about you, but there was no relationship.  No intimacy.

So now I’m back at the beginning, figuring that a life of worship must be the key to intimacy with God.  Now to learn what THAT looks like!  If anyone has suggestions, I’m open to hearing them!

Happy Canada Day!

Lord of the lands, beneath Thy bending skies,
On field and flood, where’er our banner flies,
Thy people lift their hearts to Thee,
Their grateful voices raise:
May our dominion ever be
A temple to Thy praise.
Thy will alone let all enthrone;
Lord of the lands, make Canada Thine own:
Lord of the lands, make Canada Thine own!

-Albert D. Watson   1917

Don’t Shoot!

The girl (me) who pretty well never writes poetry and who reads it only a little more than she writes it, has written a poem tonight.  That was said so that you won’t expect anything overly profound!  The inspiration for this one came from a sermon I just listened to in regards to all the criticism and accusations against Todd Bentley and what’s currently going on down in Lakeland, Florida. 

Don’t Shoot!

Don’t shoot him. He’s your brother.
My brother too.
I’ll take the bullet for him,
and I’d take it for you.

Jesus said they’d know us by our love.
Where is love in this?
We tear each other apart by our words;
Our tongues like fists.

Why do we kill each other
in the name of Christ?
God loves him as much as He does you,
and He paid the price.

Won’t you?

Praise

Praise unlocks heaven’s portals;
Praise causes doubts to cease;
Praise brings precious blessings;
Praise leaves the sweetest peace.

Praise breaks all bands asunder;
Praise sets the captives free;
Praise lightens every burden;
Praise is the master key.

Praise changes circumstances;
Praise establishes the heart;
When praise becomes perpetual,
Praise is a Holy Art.

–Frances Metcalfe

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